Monday, February 9, 2015

Fp= Force of Pain

They say Fg= to the force of gravity
The force that’s supposed to keep me rooted like a tree,
Planted by streams, of living water…
So why is it that I feel as though I cannot be free?
From this sea, of equations that’s pulling me down
Surround sound is all around me, as I make playlists on Spotify filled with uplifting tunes
Hoping that the medley of harmonic frequencies will save me from this typhoon, of pain
As my late nights are filled with herbal tea and Starbuck’s coffee
I’m sipping every last drop, and pouring the exlir into my eyes,
It is no surprise that every night I’m struggling, on the floor sprawling
Free falling in class I’m stalling
Waiting for that clock to constantly accelerate,
And liberate and penetrate this class I hate…
I’m just asking for this occasion for there to be constant acceleration,
But there is strong gravitational time dilation, and the class does not look like it will hasten,
This course has become the center that my centripetal force, of worry revolves around
And despite the change in time, there is no impulse for me to stay, on this ground

It is just not right,
That when God looked at the world on the seventh day,
He had the audacity to say that the class called AP Physics I would be okay
To have on his pure Earth
Forget the snake and his crafty schemes,
The mix of the alphabet and numbers elicits much more screams
As they combine to form sinister equations,
With mysterious variables and deformed faces
It seems as though when I throw my seeds of learning on the path…
The birds eat it up and the sun unleashes its wrath…
Scorching and burning up every last root
For my faith is shallow, and they fail to dig down deep
The fruit of my labor is much less sweet…
For when I sink my mouth into the flesh, I attain no knowledge, good or evil
So let me ask you: what is the point of science and mathematics!?
From Pythagorean theorems to rotational kinematics?
For the founding fathers of American literature have much more celebratory antics

For one can party all night with Fitzgerald
Lie down in the grass with Whitman
Cringe at the apocalypse with Vonnegut
Revisit revolutions with Dickens
But wait, there is more!
Can you say that you have leapt through fires with Bradbury?
Or unearthed the scary tales of Edgar Allan Poe?
Hid from Big Brother with Orwell?
Taken walks in the woods with Thoreau?
Have you ever fought angry fruit with Steinbeck?
Explored the seas with Hemingway?
Poured out your anger with Richard Wright?
Run with Dickinson, encouraging her to fight?

Because with Newton, everything falls
Apples tumble, smacking heads, crashing telescopes
While Galileo gropes, looking to the stars for inspiration
Rather than being than lapping the miles and enjoying what he has in this nation

But though I have these negative reflections, when I look in the positive direction,
Through this collection of information, my brain has amassed a permanent appreciation, for this subject

But, where science discovers, literature creates
Yet still, I must learn to embrace, the mechanics of this world
So though my evenings, mornings, and afternoons, may be filled with much gloom
As I measure out my distress in empty cups of doom,
And the sorrows of tomorrow become the tribulations of today
As I’m caught in the fray and learning has been delayed,
I will strive to master and learn this difficult class…
And at the end of the semester, be crowned and Kinged, Free at Last!