Friday, November 7, 2014

To be enjoyed

I step out of the car and retread the steps from days past
Never missing a beat, placing my foot expertly on the archaic pavement
This path into school has become second nature
Each of the 26 bones pressing firmly into the charred Earth; they are no strangers
To the routine I have done for the past 2 years
A never ending loop
Mechanical and reptilian, swirling around like a serpent
With cold emotionless eyes
As it consumes a meal of 99 cent coffee and 4 hours of sleep
It’s venom puncturing the vessels of life
Convincing me not to be the hero in the strife
And despite my efforts to quell the poison,
I slump down, defeated, and let instinct takeover
Shutting off the higher functions of my grey matter
I drop the mix of creative thinking, letting it splatter
As I jump around in its breathing puddles

Instead I embrace this creature called Routine
Squeezing it deep into my chest, crushing it to powder
Ravenously consuming the crumbs that are left behind
I tell myself that today will be the last time,
I ignore the what life has to offer
I say I will refuse to be a stalker
For rather than admiring it from a distance
I can finally glimpse its true brilliance
But I ask for an extension of one more day
Just one day more, before I turn my attention to you and explore…

But life treads on, showcasing its beauty to an audience who is too tired to be listening
It sighs, letting the curtain fall once more
It has heard the excuses
No longer giving tardies or late arrivals, only worrying about it survival
As it struggles to keep the toxin-infected class interested
This is the umpteenth performance, and the critics are not pleased
And on life goes, its gold quickly fading…
But today, must be different
Today I must step into the light, fighting for what’s right, with all of my might, and refusing to cower back and take flight
Were we not meant to live lives of more substance?
To rise above the pain and swoop below the mundane?
To explore the unknown and accomplish great feats…
Rather than Live die, and then repeat…

So I urge you to take joy in what you have,
Take time to enjoy the leaves of grass
To carve your own path
To take the road less traveled, rather than the wide and easy path
For life was meant to be enjoyed