Saturday, December 26, 2015

SWDD #9 (Part II): Kylo Ren

So on December 18th, a little movie came out called Star Wars The Force Awakens....AND IT WAS AMAZING. There were some errors that I had a problem with, but overall, Finn, Rey, Poe Dameron, and BB-8 are leads that I can happily rally behind. The film had great characters, a healthy balance between nostalgia and innovation, and great action set pieces. I have seen it twice so far, and hope to see it again.


The Force Awakens (as does the franchise)
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Back in September, I wrote the first part of Kylo Ren's SWDD, and talked about how Ren considered his work and efforts to be unfinished. Both he and the First Order viewed themselves as finalizers of the Empire's work (though this is only mentioned briefly in the film, it is expanded upon in the comic book and novelization tie-ins). Having watched the film, there is another biblical lesson that can be gleaned from his expanding arc. Expect full spoilers to be divulged in the post below.


Kylo Ren flanked by Captain Phasma (left) and General Hux (right)
Image credit: Lucasfilms

It was a shock to see that Kylo "Ben Solo" Ren was the son of Han Solo and Princess Leia. Equally surprising was the fact that he destroyed Luke's attempts to rebuild the Jedi Order. Ren seemed like a character that was distant from the protagonists and the fact that such a personal relation could cause so much damage was horrendous (though I guess not necessarily all that surprising in retrospect of the previous Star Wars films). After Han Solo meets Leia after a hiatus of no contact, Leia urges Han to save their son and activate any light that is still left within. Though Han is reluctant, right before the film's climax, Han attempts to reason with Ren, telling Ren that he (Ren) has a choice to neglect the corrupted teachings of Supreme Leader Snoke and to join the light again.


Kylo Ren showcasing the breadth and scope of his powers
Image credit: Lucasfilms

Ren initially dismisses Han's remarks, repeatedly berating "your son is dead!" However, at Han's request, Ren removes his helmet and breaks down to his father. Ren exclaims that he "knows what he (Ren) has to do" (i.e. give up ways of the dark side to rejoin the light) yet he doubts that he has the strength to do so. For Ren, it seems almost easier to hold on to what has corrupted him; the dark side. It is harder for him to (ironically) turn back to the light side and abandon evil. Having been entrenched in the dark side for so long, Ren no longer feels "empowered by it" (as Snoke initially told him), rather, he feels enslaved to it, and drained by it. Han touchingly offers Ren to abandon Snoke once and for all, and to return home. And Ren agrees. He drops his helmet, pulls out his cross-guarded lightsaber, and hands it to Han as a token of surrender. Han grips the saber, but Ren still grips the weapon fiercely. It was one of the most tense moments in the movie. The whole time, Ren is having an inner battle with himself. It seems like such a simple task to simply give the weapon to Han, yet Ren is still so attached to it. Yet it seems like there is hope for Ren. And at the last second, as the lighting for the scene gets darker, Ren activates his lightsaber and impales his father through the chest, rasping a cold "thank you" before letting his (Han's) father's carcass fall.

The new face of evil
Image credit: Lucasfilms

This scene reminds me of two stories. The first is in The Lord of the Rings The Fellowship of the Ring, where Gandalf sternly tells Bilbo to drop the Ring. Bilbo manages to do so, but not without struggle. That much, the Ring was so enticing and had such power over Bilbo. The second story is that of Judas Iscariot. Having betrayed Jesus to the Pharisees, rather than repent Judas decided to hang himself and commit suicide. In the same way, Kylo Ren had an opportunity to walk away from evil (and in Judas' case, sin) for good. Instead, he succumbed to the dark side's enticing power, and sealed his fate by killing his father. Ren was so close! Yet that much, the dark side had a grip on Ren's life. And as a result of Ren's mistake, he ended up killing his father and wounding Finn. Ironically, in the film's novelization, it explains how Ren initially thought that killing Han Solo would empower him, yet instead, he only felt "weakened."

The fallen son
Image credit: Lucasfilms

In the same way, I felt like Ren. The allure of sin seems so enticing. I do not believe that I have the strength to "do what I need to do" which is turn to Jesus. Instead, I wish to keep on fighting the darkness on my own. Though at some points in my life it seems as though I may be victorious, I eventually get overcome by sin. And even after indulging in a sinful act, I only feel weakened. I repeated this cycle of "Sin, Repent, Sin, Repent" for many years, until this year actually. God moved my heart to realize my crucial mistake: that by my own strength, I am powerless against the forces of this world. Instead, I need to acknowledge that I am weak and that it is only God who is strong enough to save me. For so long, I was trying to save myself and it never worked. Thus Romans 10:13 rings so true for me: "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved" (NIV). It is not by my name that I can save myself. It is only on the name of Jesus that I can be saved (and how fitting that is given that Christmas was yesterday).

Though there are two more movies to go with Ren's character (I am assuming), I expect that Kylo Ren will continue to grow and develop. I hope to write more SWDDs based off of his character. I hope you enjoyed this one. Be on the lookout for some new ones in the future!

A Post-script: I got Star Wars The Black Series 6 Inch Captain Phasma for Christmas (thank you Appa!), in addition to the Star Wars The Black Series 6 Inch Shock Trooper which is a Walmart exclusive. I wanted to write a SWDD on Phasma, but *SPOILER ALERT* her character was so underutilized in the film. I hope this changes for Episode VIII. Now, all I want are Star Wars The Black Series 6 Inch Jango Fett and Star Wars The Black Series 6 Inch First Order Flametrooper. (Sigh) the struggles of being a toy articulated action figure collector.


The Black Series Captain Phasma

Friday, December 25, 2015

Merry Christmas 2015

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Merry Christmas! Or in other words:


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I want to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas. On this day, Jesus Christ our Savior was born. On this day, God sent his son to become a human being to live and dwell among us. On this day, the death of evil was sealed. I am reminded now of John 1:1, which reads "In the beginning there was the word, and the word was God and the word was with God" (NIV). Later, in John 1:14, it states "The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth" (NIV). This same word that was in there in the beginning has come to Earth to save me, an unworthy sinner. On this day, let us celebrate the gift of God's son!

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Civilized Zombies

I will give you a little bit of context for this poem. I am describing my time walking through this place:



It is a Korean marketplace, filled with everything from fresh produce, heavenly pastries, and live aquatic life. Hope you enjoy this!


As soon as my mother’s eyes look away, I reach for my freedom,
It comes in a rusty cart, with 3 working wheels, and some coupons tacked on,
Yet I could not have wished for a better steed
Despite its modest speed, its company is all I need to succeed
As I propel myself into the sliding glass doors before me
Gripping the handlebars, my 12 inch legs make quick flutter kicks, and the tires follow my lead,
They awake from their slumber, and squeak angrily,
Yet despite their stubbornness, I avoid the stampede,
Of hands and fingers that reach for,
What has been grown on God’s green Earth
Customers hold their spoils in plastic bags,
They plop them on bouncing bowls to determine who stays and who goes,
Here in this mart, you can’t tell friend from foe,
Killer deals become reality, if you accidentally steal their tomato
Because I guess $.29 for bananas is enough to make a fuss,
While $2 for almonds can make people go nuts,
All produce lies dormant, surely a degradation of God’s creation
They refuse my efforts to help them escape, they lie waiting to be taken,
Even if I was a Jedi I couldn’t help them…no force would help them awaken

Yet as I push my cart forward, it is in a watery graveyard that I find life,
Price markers are tombstones, telling how much I need to pay per pound to satisfy my appetite  
Though I can choose what carcass I want to buy
The deceased don’t have a say in how they are presented,
Apparently their requests for cremation are lost in translation,
Bodies are heaped on top of each other like a sundae, ice-cream formation,
In death there is no separation by race, creed, or nation, as the mollusks are lumped with the crustaceans,
And slippery eels lie lifeless next to red snappers and octopi,
Lobsters foam at the mouth and blue crabs wonder what time they are to die,
The lucky flounders protect themselves in crowded tanks,
But they are no match for the butcher’s hands,
Giant claws that scoops their struggling bodies out,
As stainless knives slam down on scaly necks,
While their friends watch in horror, not wanting to be next,
And as my heart tears at this sanguine killing spree,
A scream rips through exclaiming “Sushi! Buy one get one free!”
And with that, my sympathy immediately leaves me

After feasting on the corpses of the dead, I stand in line with fellow competitors,
Though I do not understand them, they were sojourners with me in this adventure,
Because even as they speak in different characters,
We all ended up at the same register